MENGADA

Mana yang lebih baik

aku mengada di hadapanmu

namun tak sepenuhnya mengada

atau tak ada di sisimu

namun benakku selalu saja menujumu?

Apa sebenarnya hakikat mengada?

jika bahkan aku tak percaya

aku dapat sepenuhnya mengada di hadapanmu

Bahkan jika aku ini tanda

aku akan selalu terpecah

berantakan dan tercecer

Lalu bagaimana caramu memaknaiku?

Aku tak pernah selamanya

menjadi aku yang sama

Aku tak pernah utuh sekalipun mengada

Lalu jika kubalik segala yang 'aku' menjadi 'kamu'

monolog yang mampir masih yang ituitu juga

Memiliki 'kamu' seutuhnya?

Hentikanlah, jangan mengada-ada

Noland, 220115

MAPS - MAROON 5

I miss the taste of a sweeter life
I miss the conversation
I’m searching for a song tonight
I’m changing all of the stations

I like to think that we had it all
We drew a map to a better place
But on that road I took a fall
Oh baby why did you run away?

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following

I hear your voice in my sleep at night
Hard to resist temptation
'Cause something strange has come over me
And now I can’t get over you
No, I just can’t get over you

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Yeah yeah yeah
Oh oh oh

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest nights

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following